Inspirations
Inspiration: Past Experiences
Listen to this song, It had brought tears into my eyes in the past. It really remisced what I experienced before and unveils my deepest sadness. It inspires me to do good, better and best. I recommend for all of you to hear this melancholic piece of Akemi Satou. You will defitely hug the past you thought forgotten and may even need a box of tissues as you embrace its english translation.
Wakatte Itahazu (I should have known)
ORIGINAL
toori sukiru koibito tachi no waraigoe
muneo shimetsukeru
ameagari no shuumatsu no gogona no ni
watashi hitori machi wo aruku
sobani itai no ni
sonna koto wakatte itahazu
suki ni nareba natta dake
kurushimu koto
setsunai ne wakatte iru no ni
omotte iru anata dake wo
konna ni aenai tokimo
donna tokimo issho ni ite hoshi nante
omoccha ikenai to
osae teita watashi no kokoro no koe
tomera rezuni
ima mo afuresou de kurushii no
watashi niwa wakatte itahazu
aishitatte hotorijime
dekinai koto
demo ima wa taisetsu na omoi
watashi dakega mieru honto
shinjite aishi tsuzukeru
watashi niwa wakatte itahazu
aishitatte hotorijime
dekinai koto
demo ima wa taisetsu na omoi
watashi dakega mieru honto
shinjite aishi tsuzukeru
(english translation)
The sound of lovers’ laughter passed me by
My chest tightens
After the rain on a weekend afternoon
I, alone, walk in town
I want to be by your side.
I should have known this…
If I fell in love, the more I love,
The more pain I feel
It’s painful, I understand
I’m thinking only of you
Even when I can’t see you.
I know that I can’t wish you
To be with me all the time
I want to stop the voice of my heart
I can’t stop it
Even now it overflows - it’s painful.
I must have understood
That I couldn’t
Keep you all to myself
But now it’s an important feeling
The truth that only I could see
Believing, continuing to love.
I must have understood
That I couldn’t
Keep you all to myself
But now it’s an important feeling
The truth that only I could see
Believing, continuing to love.
Inspiration: Family
My family is the best group of people I know in the world. I originally came from this family filled with laughters, sadness and problems. Even though we experienced ups and downs we still hold on to face the problems as one. I love my brothers, Roel and Roeven. They are still young at mind and heart but they definitely shower me the feeling of being loved naturally. Thanks to my sister, I know we do not agree most of the time but you are simply our only beautiful princess. Thanks to you my father, It has been difficult since mom had gone abroad but you still do things for us everyday. Lastly, thanks mother for all the reasons of my education is from your work. I express my greatest love for you which is unselfish and genuine. You are my best friend and through my falls you helped me stand up.
Inspiration: My asawa!
My love for you is unmatched and no sentence can justify my feelings for you. When I met you, I cannot let go of this feeling. I felt I find a new purpose to live. I want to share the rest of my days with you and until I die I won’t forget you in my heart because I know we will be together. I promised that as I had a stable job, fulfilled the financial needs of my family I will knockon your door and ask for your hand in marriage. It won’t be easy for us to do these things but in true will and genuine love we can make through obstackles on the way. I LOVE YOU and now I am missing you dearly…
