The Diary of a Young Man

This is the title of the problem assigned to me to work on. I started doing the 1st level assessment at 11am. I was done with it by 1pm. I proceed doing the 2nd level assessmentat 1:30pm. I was done with it at 2:30pm. I was also tasked to do its Analysis and Interpretation of data. I had a difficult time doing it due to a lot of idea going in my head. I finished it at 4:30pm. I left school after it. I reached home at 6pm and started to clean my face. I bought 1 capsule of Methathione and Stresstab. I noticed that my skin  get lighter as days passed. My face got smoother and appealing. I trully welcome this change in my life. I dreamt of having a handsome face. I want people to see me as good inside and outside. I am excited for tomorrow because its another page of a chapter in my life. Take care guys!

Anyway, I wore a gray shirt. When I got sweaty, my armpits began to sweat even I applied Rexona for men already. It marked the axillary part of my gray shirt and I was embarrassed to lift my arms a bit. I should have bought the black one instead. I could wore lighter colored shirts such as green, yellow, brown and blue on a cool day so to prevent sweat marks visibly on axillary points. I will be wearing my white polo and underneath it is a V-neck shirt.

God bless!

It is Saturday and nothing more interesting to do but work! I have to wait for my dazzling partner Arra to be online. She have a book that would help a lot. I guess I will be starting with the family care plan. It is very busy but I guess I will be finished under an hour. Pray for me because I believe I have an underlying heart problem. I like everything that happened to me this month.!!!!!

Have a nice day!

I received an SMS message last night that our duty for tomorrow will be cancelled because Mrs. Tadena has fever and cough. No substitution was rendered therefore cancellation is the only choice. I was sad to know the news because Mrs. Tadena is sick and we have to reschedule the duty cancelled.

I wake up at 10am and I had a few to do this day. I did the same hygienic routines this morning and played computer games in the afternoon. I noticed my face got smoother and it could be because the multivitamin I took supplemented what I lack. Anyway, I still have an oily skin which worries me. Oil production when excessively produced can cause pimples or acne if not controlled well. I already used 2 Gatsby oil sheet on 5pm. The disturbing part is that I’d already cleansed my face with “Master facial cleanser: pore minimizer” at 3pm. Extremely oily skin made me buy a pack of oil sheets every 2 weeks.

I guess I had to wipe my face with an oil sheet every 2 hours. I believe wiping my face with an oil sheet every 2 hours decreases the possibility of pimple break out which I do not want to happen.

Friendster encountered a problem that made it impossible for me to post blogs for the past 3 days.

Good day friends and readers.!!!

It was a sleepy day. I woke up at 8am a bit drowsy. I intake 1 capsule of stresstabs with iron at 9am. I felt kind of sleepy again. The house was surprised by a visit of a distant relative at 11am. I was over taking a bath and I let them in. We had a little talk about something. My father arrived and he handled the rest of the conversation. I left home at 11:30am and reached school at 12:35pm. N202 started at 1pm. It is a lecture class under Mam Villacarlos.  She will teach growth and development today and oxygenation tomorrow. It started fast and time passed steadily. We had a break at 2:30pm. It resumed at 2:55pm. She managed to tackle all lessons under growth and development. It was over by 3:55pm. We consumed the rest of the time by Mrs. Villacarlos discussing about a part of oxygenation today. We were dismissed at 4:30pm.

We surprised Jannic at 4:45pm. It was her birthday and she liked it so much. She received a dancing stuffed dog and also 2 cup cakes. We had left school at 5pm. I am with Jezel and Ian on the way home. Inside the fort bus, Mangosong showed affection towards Jezel. It happened that Ian slept with head leaning on Jezel’s shoulders. I find it touching. I was extremely happy for Jezel. It is not easy to please Jezel in terms of love but Ian managed to reach her well. I reached home at 6:25pm.

At home, I immediately go online for someone. We had a chat. I was reviewing at that time. Memorization was the mode of study I was on. I was done at 9pm. I ate my dinner. The dinner meal is made up of Maling Luncheon meat and 4 cups of rice. I was indulged after the meal. I am ready to sleep but before that I need to complete my hygienic practice for the day.

STRESSTABS

It had been 2 days of taking stresstabs. It is very effective in reducing hyperhidrosis tendencies and also as sleep aides. I am very happy that stresstabs took effect in subsideing part of my stress this day.Trully amazing!

I guess I will be sleeping at 10pm.

Have a nice day!

I had a good duty day. I did admission and recording of vital informations on patient’s charts early in the morning. I was moderately anxious at first but as I handled patients along the way, I learned to relieve the anxiety. We did not had any quiz this day but we passed our home visit plans. Arra and I were not surprised on several errors on our home visit plan. We have to revise it and it will be passed the following week. The duty ended at 11am. The van did not arrived on time since there was a conflict in the schedule. Mam Garbida was not present in the morning due to hyperpyrexia and Mam Tadena will temporarily took her place in the afternoon. Section C arrived on Pio Washington Health Center at 11:25am. We rode the van and went straight to school.

We reached school at 11:35am and we had gone to separate ways. I, Arra, Leslie, Issay and Jezel went to Glorietta to buy Jannic a gift. The other members of the group went home. We reached Glorietta at 12 noon. We ate at SM’s food court for lunch. I ordered 3 cups of rice, barbecue, Fillets and a glass of Sprite. I spent more than 100 pesos on lunch alone. After lunch, we head straight to buy Jannic a gift. We decided to buy a dancing dog stuff toy worth 600 pesos. I contribued 120 pesos for the gift. Jezel is needed to go home and I left Glorietta at 2:30pm. I reached Market! Market! at 2:45pm. I immediately rushed to buy a good shirt. I successfully bought a gray shirt worth 350 pesos. I changed my clothes to casual ones and got to the center of the mall to wait for someone.

I met that person around 5:30pm. We had a bit of confrontation but it did not harm anything between us. We left the mall at 6pm. I got home a bit tired at 7pm. I took Stresstabs at 7:30pm. I am currently thinking of what had happened to him the next 15 minutes.

Today, I spent a lot of money. I consumed a lot of time and there was no dull moment. Take care dear readers!

Have a nice day!

We started the day good. We had a quiz and I got 100%. I was very happy about it. We had home visits to defaulters. I am with Arra De Rama and we did a great job gathering data.  We also admitted mothers for prenatal check ups. It was hot inside the clinic but I did well on the care of the mother. In the end, the duty closed with a storm. We left already 5pm and the streets of De La Rosa were flooded terribly. It is good that we left school drizzling and no flood had been encountered. I reached home at 7:15pm.

It is always a difficult day for me since I sweat a lot and community duty is a hot environment. We started our duty at 7am and it ended at 5pm. It is tiring and I am feeling bad…

I woke up this day a bit confused on what attitude will I show. I want to be the fast person I was but something at the back of my mind telling me not to. I tried being the slow poke of my being but the fast person idealism striked me hard to be fast. I was in a dilemma of 2 personalities and I want to have a solution to this. I had a haircut on 11:00am and while sitting on the barber’s chair, I felt moderate anxiety which I tried to relieve at that point. I failed hto relieve my anxiety and my facial appearance reflected my anxiety. I look really bad after the haircut. My head started to burn. I went home very anxious and ready to exert every anxiety I had this morning. I do not even know why I was anxious that time to start with which put a pressure to find the best solution. I took a bath at 12 noon and I was still very anxious. I ate lunch and I felt I was full in 2 cups of rice already which was not the case every meal.

At 1pm, I find serenity. I was toned down. I had a comfortable time spending the afternoon with a calm personality/ mood. I was doing great on my schedule. I had a head ache at 5pm. I tried deep breathing exercises as well as drinking plenty of water. I was relieved of the pain at 6:30pm. I cleaned my face after stabilizing my mood. I noticed I had another pimple close to the eye. I was in disbelief. Can it be the stress caused the appearnce of pimples? I guess yes. I had been stressful in the morning and the pimple appeared when the stress/ anxiety subsided. I typed this post today because it will serve another thing to remind me of how I can be weak and when I can gain the strength to stabilize again emotionally.

I had the ups and downs of emotional feelings. I cannot deny the evidences pointing to a “Bipolar disorder.” I can be depressed and manic at separate times within the day. I hate it. It won’t consume my healthy being. God, help me!

It has been a great evening of November 2. My life was colored with tinted black and white and a bit of gray. I took the preach on 3pm a bit seriously. I was a bit in a sense of possession. I never expected that my attitude would be that far. When I say far, I mean it is quite bad then. I was in depression the past days and it had been ruining my relationship to God, family and special someone. It is a good thing that the preach is about demonic possession. The pastor shared that there are 3 levels of demonic possession or how it works in our body. First, it nudes the victim or putting it to shame. 2nd, it isolates the person and lastly, it kills the person (suicide). I am in a state of disbelief that time when I fall on the 1st stage and starting to progress to the 2nd stage. I had reflected that time and my life would change for the better. I am seriously happy about it.

I am now typing it as a wake up call for me. In this battle against depression brought by hyperhidrosis, I believe I can overcome it all with the firm help of the people I love most.

Have a good day!

It is the first day of november. The coldness of the day is simply devastating for someone who is hopeless. I am not hopeless since my life is a bit of excitement. I hope November will be good for me. I never expect this month to be as perfect and extravagant but please be good to me and my family.

Welcome November 2008 and may no heart breakers come and over take my life.