The Diary of a Young Man

I woke up at 8am and by 1pm I started searching the internet about scientific tuf. I learned how sweat is being made. I also learned about the specific severity of hyperhidrosis. This day was a good day because I was informed about important terms revolving sweating, how I could control it. It is important to ake into mind and heart what I’ve learned. I had been very successfully putting that to its rightful place. Anyway,May is saying good bye and tomorrow would be June 1. I am anticipating our classes. I know that 3rd year won’t be an easy one. I have to use all of my accumulated knowledge and applying it to necessary situations. I am also happy that the year has come to its half and life is getting more serious and fun at the same time for me.

Summer bid good bye and I am p0reparing for a rainy season. I have a lot of things in mind and I hope I can accomplish what I like to an extent I could be proud of. I love 2008 but make this year a special one for me through this month of June.

Knowledge, it is like a sword in battle. You can fight for your right if you have the appropriate knowledge. Live life to the fullest right?! That’s true and with the knowledge gained through the years of study, I can handle things better when I am in a working place.

Take care guys and god bless

I woke up at 11:00 am. I took a bath at 11:10am and took my brunch at 12:30pm. I had chat with my special someone at 2:30pm. I continued playing Castlevania and ended at 6:30pm. It was the usual day. In this day, I had the thought of sadness when saying good byes. I realized that time goes by fast.

Love life to the fullest, still living for a purpose. !!

good night!

I search into my computer of games that may interests me to play. I had found Castlevania Aria of Sorrow. I had finished this gameboy advance game last year with the help of a walkthrough. I thought that it is a good time to finish the game on my own. I started playing at 10:30 am and had finished at 7:00pm. I didn’t play the game continuously. I played it with intervals of an hour. I enjoyed playing it. I agree that it is a great game. Its gameplay is 8/10, graphics 8.5/10. I realize time is so fast when you are so occupied. I am not really into playing computer games because I am into reading much. I felt that it is never too late to play computer games. I love life.

At last I can sleep now.

In the morning, I set my mind that the results maybe positive. I prepared my self and I took a bath at 9:00am and left at 9:30am. I reached Makati Medical Center at 10:10 am. I approached Dra. Crisostomo’s office and waited for an hour before i had the result. On 11am, I talked with the doctor and she said that I am not a hyperthyroidism patient. I was both happy and sad. The results indicate this…

T3 Normal = 5.03 Normal range is 4.0 to 12
T4 Normal = 19.33 normal range is 5 to 33
TSH normal  = .303 normal range is .1 to 3 yata… basta normal ako dun

My thyroid scan shows normal !!!

I mentioned that I was partially happy because I still do not know why I sweat so much. Hypethyroidism was ruled out from my list and now I have two choices, anxiety disorder or adrenal/ heart problems as the cause of my excessive sweating.

I realized also that I need to be happy to be able to not sweat a lot because as you are regulating your happy side you are actuvating the sympathetic nervous system.

I love life

This day is an ordinary day. I had my ordinary chores in the house. I  tried to control my sweating regulation and also  ate my  well planned diet which allows me to only eat fish and vegetables NO PORK or MEAT! I was quite conscious with my look because I am still a bit sad of my complexion especially when I had sweat all over me. I tried to be happy but the happiness I felt is not enough. I will be expecting to know the results of my thyroid scan and blood tests tomorrow. I hope all will be well. Happiness will not fade out tomorrow whether positive or negative. I will still be Emmanuel Corro people loved and know.

By 1pm and so on, I consumed my time using the computer. I watched some video clips that fascinates my curiosity and played my favorite RTS game, Battle Realms. I valued every minute being used and every activity I had done. Nothing is permanent in this world and all should change even looks.

I hope tomorrow will be cool NOT warm… I hate summer because in the period I sweat A LOT!!!! I love you guys!!!

When I woke up, I feel being ripped because when I faced the mirror I noticed how dark I am. When I was sweating in the living room I noticed that I look really bad. I realized that my complexion turns into a point that I do not appreciate the good look I was before. ehem….

By 10 am my classmate texted me that I need to go to school because I was needed in a talk. I was not ready at that time because I was not really informed. I hurried up and I wear the most ready shirt that I have. I wore my newly bought shirt from Hang Ten. I believe I look good on it and it does me satisfactorily. I wore my old gray pants which I use in my RLE class. I decided to ride a taxi which I am totally against it but due to this unexpected circumstance I need to ride a taxi.

I arrived at school and waited for my turn in the room. It is my turn already and said what is neeed to be said. After that by 12:00 noon, I approached the nuclear medicine section for my thyroid scan. At 1:15 pm, the med tech extracted 5ml blood from me on the right arm and inserted a liquid for my thyroid on my left arm. The extraction was difficult that’s why I had my extractions on both brachial nerves and radial nerve.

by 1:35pm, I was called for my thyroid scan and it was a difficult thing to do. I had to give way for the scanner to scan my thyroid by slightly leaning my head at the back for 3 minutes and 50 seconds. I had to do it 3 times, one in the front, at the right and left in a 45 degree angle. I had my thyroid scan for a close 12 minutes.

By 2pm, I left the school sweating a lot. I returned to our house by 3pm and still disappointed with my look. I feel a bit bad that day maybe its just my health slowly deteriorating….

Life is important.

Salamat naman na kachat ko na siya. May lagnat pala eh…

May 24 had passed and no messages received not even a call. I woke up at 6 am teary eyed as I looked outside. I questioned my self again, "where did I go wrong?." By 9:30am, I took the shower and tried to recall happy events in my life. My relief from depression lasted till 12:30 pm. By 1:00pm I cried as I attempted to contact my special someone’s cellular phone but it is out-of-reach. I began to feel depression and it lasted till 4:30pm. I cried a lot. I told my self I must not cry because I know that I am a strong person. I am now feeling fine without depression because I am thinking that this is just a test.

Life has a lot of ways to test us. We must be strong when that time comes.

Depression is not an answer to the problem but it can release stress that we keep in our body.

I am depressed as I type this post. Today, I arrived at 9:30am in Chowking expecting someone who will meet me but I failed. I waited from 9:30am to 4pm but no one came. No text messages or even calls. I tried to call but that person do not answer my calls. I am very worried and I began to cry. I felt the whole world turn its back on me. I was expecting a very happy day but when this happen my world became a wreck.

I loved so much but my love that I have to give isn’t enough.
"We cannot turn back time and correct the wrong things we’ve done" - Celeste Marie

In the afternoon I rushed to Microlab with classmates to buy a specimen for our microbiology displacement quiz. I fortunately had a cat tapeworm bought at that store. In the laboratory in school, I was informed that I need a decent container for the parasite. I rushed once again to watson store and bought a container. In the end I had a good submission of specimen.

EXPENSES
Cat tapeworm X 2 = P160
Taxi = P50
Container = P69

Time started: 2:30pm
Time ended: 5:00pm