December 27, 2006
· Filed under Television
… HAY BUHAY!
kung maibabalik ko lang ang mga nasayang na araw sana ginawa ko na. Mahirap tanggapin pero ito ang totoo "nasayang ang lahat ng efforts ko, luha at laway pero bali wala sa kanila"…
parang linya sa telenobela pero ito ang binubulong ng puso ko mahirap paniwalaan pero itong totoo.
para mas lalo nyo maintindihan ang punto ko ibabalik ko kayo sa nakaraan.
(flashback)
B1: Ako na ang mag aayos nyan
B2: sure ka na ba?
B1: oo naman
B2: Osige, babayaran kita pag nagawa mo na
B1: Ok
B2: Bago mag pasko ha. ayus dapat ang TV namin OK!
B1: Yes Boss
Dec 26 2006
B2: Ang tagal niya. sinungaling siya. Hindi ko inisip na ulyanin siya.
(phone call… kring(3x)
B2: hello! ikaw pala tapos na ang pasko TV namin!?
B1: Ah eh… di pa nagagawa-
B2: -ha!!!!!? di pa rin nagagawa anak ng tinapa. paano ako makakapanood ng deal or no deal?
B1: bukas po pangako boss
B2: Ano pa nga ba magagawa ko osige BUKAS!
Dec 27, 2007 - today
(phone call… kring(3x)
B2: hello? kuya yung TV NAMEN!!!?
B1: Sorry wala pa eh… bukas na lang
B2: ANO BUKAS NANAMAN,.!!!! grrrr… OSIGE BYEEEEEE
Ngayon alam niyo na kung bakit ako nagdadalamhati masakit sabihin pero bigo ako. BIGO! BIGO! why me and us?
anyways sana yung taong NANGAKO gagawin ang TV NAMEN!!! sana magawa/ madala bukas…
(abangan ang SUSUnod na kabanata…)
December 22, 2006
· Filed under Uncategorized
I learned to follow my heart and disobey what my mind tells me. I fall from my decisions and gain knowledge from my faults. I lied to the person I love most and I hurt him. I become confused and corrected.
"If a picture paints a thousand words but why I can’t paint you"
this is a line taken from the lyrics "if" by Bread. This line seems significant because of its choice of words and logical affirmations. I love that song but it saddens me. I tried to hate it but I failed. I was once a music hater but because of this song I startd to love it. within my heart it has a special part of me. In my soul the meaning lies unchanged.
Pale memories… of the past… fears, agony and desires are just plain. I experienced more from fear and less from love. I hate to hear lies but I had acted one. I cannot be you and not be less me. If perfection comes it leaves me behind. I stared at the sky at that night thinking of my future as myself. I sensed fear if my being cannot be accepted by my superiors. My superiors are not my parents but those who I will serve in later years.
Pale life, my pale blue…
I loved sentimental songs but I hate loud songs. One day, maybe, I will embrace the one that I hate and dethrone my likes within. Let me testify how much it takes to be a man. I am not a weakling nor inferior. I am an average person waiting to discover my ultimate power in this world.
Let me love you till my hourglass will break and my rose will wither.
December 22, 2006
· Filed under Uncategorized
Wow! ang sarap ng feeling ng first time… seriously, parang may na earn ka sa buhay mo na maganda. Hmmm… ano ba ang masusulat ko sa blog ko? syempre experiences sa buhay ko… hmmm… parang diary lang pero nababasa niyo naman well… hindi ko masasabi lahat kasi iba confidential hahahaha…. anyways life can be so unfair dahil minsan yung di deserving ang nananalo… masakit mawalan at nakakadismaya ang mag expect ng todo, mahal mag mura at mura ang mangarap…
Ito ay introduction lang sana magbasa pa kayo
