The Diary of a Young Man

I cannot expound more on this. It was similar to drought hungry for rain. Still I had a comfortable day.

It was extremely raining at 6am. I slept once again. It was hot when I wake up. In no surprise, It was almost noon. The idea of food rushed in and I began eating food prepared on my table. Indulgence set in switching to bathing. It was undeniably boring the whole day but none is to blame. Indeed someone failed to reply me OR messages failed to receive. It is no longer significant as I was informed of the faulty mobile communication. Drastically, I took the succeeding events seriously bad. My apologies were accepted even fact was blurry to be conceived as fact. So far, I am doing fair. My day was more of a dizzy ride than a night mare to hell.

Have a nice day once again

“Do you know how much it hurts me?”, “I wish it won’t happen.”, “I can’t help but cry.” These statements reflect my emotions. My emotions were hurt and it is because of a news I received. It is a news of, Good-bye…

Goodbye, word that crumbles my heart. It echoed melancholically within me. The melody of its meaning is unbearable. I cannot breathe when it suffocates the life I treasure. You said it to me, good bye. Not exactly but someday it will hurt that much. My feelings cannot suppress this sadness. I hate to be separated with you but it has to be done.

Sorry, I failed you before but someday I will succeed. I will meet you someday a better man. A better Emmanuel. As long as we’re together for now, I will be the happiest man alive. I love you! Don’tforget that.

I was asleep around 2am. It was a bad sleep. I woke up at 6am. I immediately took my breakfast and then had a bath. At 7am, Anna who is my cousin on the mother’s side arrived. I and my father left at 7:36am. We took a taxi ride to school that costs 100 pesos. We reached on time for the registration and accompany my dad up to Ledesma Hall of the Makati Medical Center. It was 8:50am when I left my dad. I meet my group mates that eventually dine at McDonalds. After eating, I left the group to reach home early for Anna’s sake. At the same day, an Anti charter change rally will be held at 4pm. Ayala was closed for the cause. Traffic was common as these events were held. I luckily reached home at 11:08am. I gave Anna 50 pesos following my father’s simple order. She left after receiving the amount.

It was not long when my father arrived. He shared to me what was discussed during orientation. It was well conducted and questions from parents where answered well. I have no more questions for my dad as I eat my lunch at 12noon. He left to work at 1pm. I was with my brother all afternoon. He was restless from 1 to 3pm but I managed well. My father returned from work at 3:30pm. He cooked Pancit for my brother which I had a part. At 4:30pm, Roel and Elaine arrived both had a share of Roeven’s Pancit. I spent the day surfing the internet and play my all time favorite since I was 15 years old, “Battle Realms.”

This will be the only extent of this post. As you read, feel my boredome.
Have a nice day!

I slept at 6am. I was crying the whole hour to sleep. The next thing I know was 12noon. How tragic>!

Good day, I woke up at 11:30am. I suddenly looked at the mirror after cleaning my face using “Master facial cleanser with Papaya extracts.” I noticed a light erythematous base on my left cheek. I was thinking that it would be acne. I had that conclusion because most of my classmates who were acne inflicted had erythematous or reddish cheek skin before having full blown acne. I assessed the involved skin which revealed 2 small bumps. I am really scared because I don’t want acne/ pimple scars. So, I will wait until it subsides.

I woke up at 2pm from a very late rest at 4am. I took my bath soon as I regain focus followed by watching National Geographic channel. I was depressed and not in the mood to talk. At 5pm, I played “Deal or no deal” online and won virtual $5,000,000 and $250,000 respectively from 2 games. At 6pm, I left playing and watched, “Boys over flowers.” It was heart-warming watching the series and I am not sure why I was hooked with it. As of now, my eyes are tired and something in me wants to walk around town. I changed my mind after hearing thunder and seeing how wet the roads were after the afternoon rain.

I am bored. I want to play my old “Ragnarok Offline 3″ again but when I am in the middle of installation, an error occurred that made me postpone everything I should be doing after installing the game.

Well, have a good rainy day.

Very happy!

I had a lot of things done today! It was great! I should rest now thanks a lot church then go out, buy things I need.!

Duty starts tomorrow

I woke up 11:30am. It was ridiculously hot but still manageable. I immediately cleaned my face using ‘Master facial cleanser: Oil contol.’ I am so obsessive-compulsive on my external appearance. It is just a part of my topsy-turvy life. I failed to take a capsule of both stresstabs and metathione last night that’s why I ordered my little sister, Elaine to buy both this afternoon. After buying the medicines I need, I took them quickly. I feel very complete to start my day well. I also realized the foul smell emitted in our common bedroom was due to a decaying cat corpse on our ceiling. It was good to know it because we suspected that the foul odor was from the improperly placed shaft. My stomach is a bit aching from the hyperacidity brought by my intake of medicines.

I will be taking a bath at 2pm and soon will buy paraphernalias I lack. I am still happy for what this day could bring.

Wish me the best of health!

I feel very good. It is still hot! I am awaken by the heat of summer at 11am. We ate squid ball but all good. I am indulged with the meal. I lie on the bed thinking of my physical appearance. I commonly easily get depressed and anxious about any negative on my external look. I love my self so much that some people may say it is too much. Serenity is my best cure for anxiety and depression.

I only wish I could be perfect. It won’t happen anyway. I am somehow happy in my life. I love my family! they contribute to my happiness. My brother downloaded ‘fire Emblem’ today. I finished the game already but I want to play the game again after a year. This post is short because I am just starting my day. I love it.!

Bless me! Have faith!